i volunteered for
Singapore Xtreme Championship 2009
was FUN!
even when it was so damn hot,
it seemed to have reached 36 degree celcius,
i can burn thre
oh God.
all the guys thre are so hot
didnt get to take their pics ):
they are from other countries
i adore one from Thailand,
fuuuh! so hawtstuff. hehe
i really hope the jive people are not shellfish to give me the pics dat i want. hoho
that guy is really really cute! GAHH! *only way to forget him*
W47P we had dinner together
haha, even like half didnt turn up
it was sort of our last time meeting each other
haiish, sad or wad!?
we did had fun, like DUHH
tot la, made us so COA over thre
all were looking at us, laughing loudly all
aiyo! pai seyhh, but, hu cares, i laughed along laa!
from the train stn to the restaurant at the restaurant from restaurant to train stn we are chaotic thru out
dat was good, spending quality time with each other
had a train ride wif
kat, ting, tot and bro
even we are 5 ppl,
its like 50 ppl talking,
so damn loud.
giving each other jokes and riddles. i really had fun.
LOVE all of you guys!
please dunc forget each other,
whenever, where ever, whatever we met, say hello okay? im really gonna be sad, leaving my chaotic class
gahhhhh!!
hope the next class would hav the same hyper hyper type like we do yea.
and and and and and and
we celebrated aisshh bdaetoo! =)
love uu babe!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
SITI AISHAH !! yea, my sis is olreadie 18.
hehe, legal seyh die.
syng kamu! nant laen class, dunc forget me taww,
uu will always be missed cutiie. =)
*NGOO NGOOO!!*
Keep smilin' Keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me for sure that's what friends are for Most people walk in and out of you life. But only friends leave footprints in your heart.
1:59 AM
Friday, August 28, 2009
stressed . irritated
haiish.. oukkae, i am single.. the good thing about it is dat, i can mingle around.. but, thre is no true love, which no one will care for uu, talk to uu on the fone late at nite, be thre on ur side always although not physically.. its just sad..
haiish.. sumone misunderstood me, yes, i noe, i might be a bad girl, but, sejahat-jahat mane pon, ade baek nye jgak, please, everyone on earth is not perfect, we learn from mistakes, its just sad when ppl cant understand how it feels to be left alone..
yes, sumtimes,
when we are down, when we are not in the mood, when we are angry, we need time on our own, to cry and let it all out..
but, everything has limitations. haiish. i just dunc noe how to put it.
its sad,
when we are single,
we mix around,
and ppl misunderstand us.
its just ergggh!..
please dunc misunderstand me,
im just me. i can change for the better or for the worst. it just takes time to change for the better. and the bad thing is dat, to change for the worse, jux takes seconds.
ppl hu know me the long enuff,
am i really a bad person?
sad
Luv will fly if held too lightly.
Love will die if held too tightly.
How should I hold u.
How do I know if I'm still keeping you
or
I'm letting go...
10:41 PM
Thursday, August 27, 2009
any FATS on sales?
marissa wanna get
FAT!
uu wanna noe why?
1. so can fittingly fit my hari raya clothes
2. so i wont look like a stick man anymore!
3. more flesh makes me feel happy =)
at least add some kg to my current weight
5 to 8 more
jux dat. hehe
i sound so despo.
hoho. its oni fat, flesh, doesnt kill rite?
but not to over laa.
heehee
i wanna get my old chubbiness back!
fuuh!
dats was before. i want this back!! can?
fasting month. must try. eat alot on sahur and break fast!! hehe
1:32 PM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
missing W47People
haiish, yesterday was the last day of school really last day for us to meet in school tgt haiisshh
really, im so gonna miss w47p. haiish *sobx* next semester = new class mates = new people can i make new fwens thre? haiish, jux wished dat we wouldn't need to change class. nemmind we will still be in the same school rite people? we still can msn? call each other? and plus! dinner? hehe
im gonna miss all your laughter, random talks, chat, singing ur WANITA song. ahha. miss all our problems sharing and control laughing during UT. ahha bcoz of my noisy laptop. NGOO! NGOO! NGOO! dunc forget me kaes - all my stupidity *erggh*! still can see uu in dikir yea DIVA! juare baru ENDANG
aishhhah (the cute girl)
im gonna miss seeing u playing ur sims and other games, ahha diner dash la. mcm mcm. SAKET JANTONG! haha! sitting tgt for all our UT3, hanging ard like we dunc care aft skool. haha!. yeas, but we still can do it even if we are not in the same class rite? hopefully. and plus gonna miss how u control ur laughter during UT. haha. maintain la babe, smpi ltak kepale kat atas table. ahha! funny people! miss ya!
atiqah(the quiet but dunc underestimate her *hehe*)
im gonna miss all our laughter tgt. songs from HOT FM. uu introduced me jam legend. fun fun fun. im gonna miss all of it doing our UT tgt, controlling our laughter was the best part. haha. iqah tk abes abes ade hal, alaaa. take it slow kae. iqah. syng kamu! dunc forget me taww. miss uu s0! dunc lost contact ok? miss ya!
Kit Kat(the number 1 W47P organiser)
im gonna miss, ur *hmm YA*, during ur presentation. hehe. was fun being with uu. when we wanna have any events, uu would be the one who want to volunteer, i like. and i noe it is hard for uu to handle it rite? hehe! dunc forget me ok! hope ur next semester class me chaotic like ours. hehe. wan another outing? hehe!
Woan Ting (the kedah girl)
im gonna miss uu! my communication fwen! doctor woan ting! hehe. my bro miss uu lehh, hehe. when wanna have bbq again? hehe. thanks for all ur help yea mummy woan ting. hehe. any events in jive dat i join or u join infrom each other kae, so we can do the event tgt? can can? hehe. miss ya! dunc lost contact ok?
Si Hui (our dolphin!!)
im gonna miss ur blur ness. ahha. all the laughter and being 'bullied' by Hafidz. ahha. lost slipper la. very funny. dunc cry hor dolphin. i love you! may uu got better grades for this UT :D
Vanessa (my darling baby ~ahha)
im gonna miss ur sudden LOUD laughter. ahha. uu talk very loudly during PPH lesson with us. ahha. he would always remind us to be quiet. but, we still keep on talking. gonna miss all ur SIMS family, baby chio. cool names. ahha. when we wanna have shopping spree tgt man? i love you baby! dunc forget me ok? dunc lost contact hor?!
Se Yen (my DIEM partner)
im gonna miss you! ur *relax marissa, uu wanna me to help uu anot*, during dat ppts dat i hav trouble doing. when we gonna have any JIVE events, do nudge me or beep me when u sign up ok, we can meet in JIVE. hehe. dunc lost contact ok?! miss you so!
Mei Yan (my M&M partner)
im gonna miss being ur M&M partner and being the dieticianist during communication. ahha. and all ur creative ideas during communication modules. ur favourite rite? communication. haha! miss ya babe! dunc forget me ok.
Angela (my darlingsss)
im gonna miss being ur darling. hehe. always get ur tings done even when u have ur laptop distractions on ~ FB and etc. ahha. cool man! im gonna miss uu darling. love uu. dunc forget me ok.
Ira (our photographer)
im gonna miss my vaio partner. haha! all the w47p cam whore. doing ppt slides tgt. and ur highs during certain time. ahha. miss you! dunc forget me ok? heeeheee
Angeline (WONG WONG)
im gonna miss ur craziness in class. making most of tings to be a laughter. laught till ur face turns red. ahha. im so gonna miss all of it. come my house? have another laughter with my mum, dad and bro?! ahha. food oso! keep saying u are fat. but, no laa, u're not dat fat. i wanna be chubby like uu uh! hehe =) dunc forget me ok? miss ya!
Shannon (the siuuuuul gal)
im gonna miss ur *siuuuuuuuuul* behind most of the words uu said. ahha! i've been in ur group oni once. dat oso becoz my team gone for partial. haha! gonna miss dat time, uu steadily do the ppt slide. wow! like wonder woman, still can finish on time. hehe. gonna miss dat ringtone of urs. haha. dunc forget me yea? miss ya SIOL!
Emma (webcam freak)
im gonna miss uu looking at ur laptop, smiling at ur self, creepy ok. ahha! must control babe! hehe. miss ya! dunc forget me ok?
Sonia (fierce gal)
im gonna miss u fierce gal. u very fierce la. alamak. hehe. keep it on the low ok? hehe. im sorry if i hurt uu or wad. all the anger. ahha. relax kae ... heehee. miss ya! dunc forget me =)
GUYS
im gonna miss all of u'alls madness in class. ahha. Hafidz fav past time is to take ppl tings and put it some whre tat person cant find. ahha. gonna miss all dat Ben is always blushed. missed the first part of the semester gg to skool tgt. ahha. Jared, will miss all ur singing in class, brought ur guitar to class, sing-along. ahha!. Terrence - gonna miss uu too WEE WEE - wee wee! miss uu! haha. smallest guy in class. haha! Jason - miss all ur *im serious abt u not being serious* and *im a cow, hear me moo* ahha! Lewis - miss ya too! ___________________________________________________________________
W47P will always be in heart. *awwww* hugs*girls oni*
3:39 PM
all abt yesterday 25/08
it was the last day of UT haish but, we went to splach park to have fun haha! yes, VERY FUN hehe, i dunc have the pics arrr. present thre was: TOT, aisssh, mimie, aiman, mazni and me. ahha!
return home at 5 called ibnu till i reach home haha!, menyakitkan hati btol bbual ngan LOYAR BURUK. soyal btol hehe.
aft buke: jeng jeng jeng. chat, chat and chat at msn. damn it seyh. it was ok till akmal suddenly start chatting wif me i started to turn to the emotional side i dunc noe how he could be so heartless
he told me we broke up bcoz :
he misses his ex, which had left him long ago
he wants to excel in his studies
AND surprisingly bcoz, he dunc wanna make use of me
ok fine! but, uu noe we go out even we broke up and still he is making use of me
hmmm, and uuu noe wad?!!!?? aft all the crying yesterday when i say i cant take it, he say he was ATTACHED. freaking interesting isn't it?!
erggh, why dis tings happen in BULAN RAMADHAN
cried all nite till now. i dunno how heartless he could be. ergggh, bersabar je.
i still have my fwens yea.
3:22 PM
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
the painting
yesterday when i woke up,
ibu asked me to look at bro's wall
i looked, i was amazed.
it started to look like algae.
haha!, im so bad
but, when the painting is done,
it looks nice
den i said.
when bro wanna sleep,
he would stare at the wall painting
den, we would 'terbawak-bawak' to his dreams
and he will run thru the field and found
one candy house like the one in Hansel&Gratel
haha!
AND AND AND AND AND AND AND AND AND AND AND AND AND
todae is the last day of UT man!
wohoo!
ahha. and i still haven start studying for the test today
hohoho.
OMG marissa
however, this means dat
it will be the very last day
of being together as a class
W47P
uu all noe wad im doin now?
looking at friendship quotations *instead of studying*
i wanna write a card for each of my classmates
but, i dunno if i have enuff time anot
erggh!
nemiind, will try
i need to know how to manage time man!
hehe =)
7:09 AM
Sunday, August 23, 2009
2nd day of fasting MADNESS
early in the morning, went to expo with dad and bro
bought printer
hehe,
got a hard time to choose the best one
and the one dat is cost effective too
brands available was:
canon, epson, brother, hp
aft much walking and surveying,
we bought EPSON printer
thre was a lucky dip too
haha, bro did it
and guess wad?
ahha, we got umbrella
we went home
bro wants to paint his room.
ahha, so tired
i thoought i wouldnt wanna help
but, its like fun
so, i join in the fun.
haha!
this is madness man! crazyy
oukkae, im gonna meet Didie. yes, at last can meet him hehehehe den, go buke uma uztazah wif iqa and fwens.
2:24 PM
Saturday, August 22, 2009
abby krishafina
rite aft UT,
i went to nenek house
me and aisshh went on the same bus.
dint know dat her mom's block was the same as my aunt's house
wow! aahha
went to see my sick anak sedare
oni 3 years old, got an operation oreadie.
haiish, so pity
actually wad happen was her hand was dislocated
when she played playground,
den, nid to go for an operation.
haiish.
yesterday, she was ok oreadie,
still can play around,
like her hand is ok
uu noe, kids.
fun fun fun
3:53 PM
Friday, August 21, 2009
erggh!
jux so unhappy todae
many things comes thru my mind to dae
eff it uhhh
i was supposed to follow Didie and his brother to geylang bazaar tonite.
but, mum didn't let me go
because it's the first day of terawih
damn it
i jux dunc understand why
whenever Didie ask me out,
shure my mum wont let me go
why why why?
i dunc understand
erggh,
everytime, i giv him the same reason:
ibu tk kasi pegi
jux hope dat he will understand me
ergghh, jux so pissed off
i told him, maybe we can meet other days.
lucky, he understand me abit.
but, i can see dat he is pissed a bit too
nemiind, look at bright side,
its all part and parcel of life
im jux looking forward to meet him uhh
miss him seyhh
another one, akmal
i dunno wad he wants.
damn it.
i dunc noe if i still love him
i dunc noe if he still love me
but, im giving him the 2nd chance
erggh, nemiind.
i wouldn't wanna care about a person hu doesnt care abt me .
8:07 PM
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
1st UT done!
one is done, 4 more to go! yessa. aft dat! hooray! woohoo
jux now aft UT, tot, mimi and me went to watch GI Joe. first thing, it was so damn cold in thre i jux wished i had a bear to hug in thre omg, yea. secondly, the popcorn size was not up to expectation tot was like: ini large die, at orchard they giv me a big circular one like ones in mr bean shows haha it was, nice man the show! except fot the coldness in thre. really.
but, now i need to go study hard so that, i ensure that i pass all my modules erggh! so hard, damn nemmind, must try eh no! not try, I MUST DO IT. haha, jiayou marissa! hee =)
11:13 PM
Monday, August 17, 2009
outs wif him
went to esplanade with him and his friend
was fun, played bowling, played pool was my first time playing pool, nice expereince its tough man, erghh, i wanna play some more. hehe, if thre is one more chance
aft all the walks, we lepak at colours by the bay, was nice. hmm hmm hmm
i didn't get to go home with him he didn't allow me to take the red line to juron east at first, i insisted but, nemiind, i jux follow wad he says it benefit me too, but, lesser time with him as i took the green line haiish
really must go and prepare for UT man darn it ok, i will study starting from tmr ok tmr
outs!
11:18 PM
HAIISHH
its the 2nd last of skool todae
aand UT is coming so soon.
ERGGH.
haiish,
i've always volunteered to do the slides,
i loved doing slides
but, im not shure if i've hurt anyone,
made ppl feel dat i wanna control the team
haiish,
making me sad laa.
today, i didn't do the slides,
however, thre are 2 parts: slides, poster
i did the poster,
with all my teams help.
we discussed on how we are gonna construct it
we tried to make it on a low mode so that it would attract the teenagers so, we have put vibrant colours, pics, graphics
some pics are animated
as my class knows,
i like to use cartoon pics to convey message
and uu know wad
i got the title of being
a child dish girl :`(
SAD
2:50 PM
Sunday, August 16, 2009
congrats ENDANG*doks
yea yea
endang got
not 1,
but 4 trophy-s
~kumpulan berpotensi
~awok² berpotensi,
~paluan berpotensi
fuuh, best best
hehe
I NK MAEN UTK NEXT COMP bleh??
mcm best gitu perasaan nye
hmm hmm
10:09 PM
Saturday, August 15, 2009
im sorry
im sorry i loved you
im sorry i tried
im sorry for caring
im sorry you said bye
im sorry i trusted you
im sorry i sighed
im sorry for living
im sorry for ever looking you in your eyes
none of dat matters now, no longer now
i wished i wasn't urs
it all goes to show dat im not wasting no more tears
not even on you,
my love,
my dear
10:47 PM
you go girls
tomoro is the COMPETITION day for ENDANG
all out kays,
jgn lupe: confident mau lebeh
aiseyy bedahh
love you alls =)
10:19 PM
Friday, August 14, 2009
sick sick sick
woke up in the morning with sore throat barely can say anything. nemiind, must bare with it sore throat + runny nose = sick
its kit-kat bday today! appie bdae darlings. HAPPY 19th BDAY KITKAT hope uu have a happy day today yea babe i wan go out wif uu alls again lehh. aft UT3 huh?
yesterday, gone partial for class. haiiya was sick and got to collect bursary at NTUC Centre, One Marina Boulevard got $400 and guess wad dad say?
ayah: dis check, you will need to pay the supplementary fee which is $131.25 and the allowance for this month.
damn it sia. if i noe, i no nid to apply for the bursary siol. damn damn damn!
10:24 AM
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
hey yo!
so long dint post anything. I had just deleted all my posts from my sec sch days.
OHmiGOD, UTs coming so soon. ENDANG gonna battle it out for the finals this sunday.
2nd UT grades are better than the first one. I really need to buck up to have better grades ensuring me to go further and not repeating any of the modules.
good luck ENDANG, love uu alls. mwahhss
hope i can play for the next competition, hmm, i must try and fight for placings in comp. hmm hmm hmm
dats all for now, i wanna have a nap before going for training later