when i woke up, i said im gg out to find job
and maybe habing my break fat outside
den u noe, wad she said?!
ibu:
kau nk jadi ape klua, klua je ari ari
kau da besar, lau nk kawen, skrg jgak ibu bleh kawen kan
lau suro uat keje uma, aru uat
ni blan ramadhan, asek nk klua je !!!!
saying all these with a 'tengking' tone
i jux dunc understand,
i oni buke lua when im having dikir
and its in skool. ERRRGGGH!
and the dinner with W47P, dats all.
wad the hell,
today i oni wanna find job.
wads the tengking abt?
ERRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHH
tmr, gonna hav buke with my sec sch fwens,
ibu knows den all, whether she let me go anot,
im not shurre
sunday, iftar, errrghhh
if she dunc let me go,
i dunno wad to say !
im going out doing ibadah !
ibu tk pernah tanye pon,
kau alek kul bape?
ape kau uat
tk pernah amek kesah
asl angah klua je, ingat org gi hooray kat luar !
but, uu dunc noe the truth
ERRRRRRRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH
damn it
finding out ways how to stop crying
stop crying link!
found out dis website, maybe would help me in emotional situations
step 1: First, turn away from the people in the room for a few seconds, and take a deep breath.
Breathe all the way from your stomach.
This will calm you down.
step 2: If you can, excuse yourself to go to the bathroom.
This will give you a few minutes to compose yourself.
While in the bathroom, shake your body for a second.
Shake out as much tension as you can.
This will help you release some tension.
step 3: Whether in public or in the bathroom, give your arm a light pinch.
Do not hurt yourself - just pinch yourself enough to distract yourself.
You can do this discreetly.
step 4: Force yourself to smile. It may sound silly, but this will give you something to concentrate on,
and your smile will allow you to show the room that you're doing well,
and it will not appear that you are about to cry.
step 5: If possible, step away from the person who is upsetting you and talk to someone else.
Beginning a happier conversation with a different person will help to lift your spirits.
If you need to talk to the person who is upsetting you later in the day,
you will have given yourself time to compose yourself.
step 6: Tell yourself that you are strong and you can overcome the need to cry.
If you believe this, you can make it happen!
http://www.ehow.com/how_4585777_stop-yourself-crying-inappropriate-situation.html
the words given in the steps looks simple to do
but, i tried a few times, its hard.
so hard to control dat tears
erggggh
haiish, seriously,
like dis, i dunc feel like celebrating hari raya also
errrgggh
find job, hari werk,
got more money.
go raya for 1st day oni.
ergggh, damn it damn it